My Grand Adventure

It's been a while since I've written. I've missed it. I love writing down my thoughts and current issues. Seeing things written down help a lot.

I should be packing. It's funny because I wrote a similar blog before I left for school. I was sitting in my room at home surrounded by clutter that I should have been packing. That is about how I am here. It's an interesting thing, growing up. I didn't want to leave in August for fear of change. I don't want to leave here now, for fear of how much things have changed there. And because I know I have changed as well. Things will be different. That is not bad. Some people find that it makes life adventurous. I will say it makes it a headache.

This summer will be hard. My sister will move. I will not be in Praisong. My sister will move. My best friend will be interning for Praisong. My sister will move. My boyfriend will be in Springfield. My sister will move. My best friend from school will be in L.A. My sister will move. And did I mention that my sister and her husband are moving this year? Yes, it will be hard, but it will be good. Challenges make us stronger right? Change proves to us that we can endure more right?

The other day, in tears, I said, "I wouldn't mind change so much but as soon as I get used to him, he's different again and then I don't like him anymore!" I wish I was joking but it's true. If change didn't change so much I would like it a lot more. O well. Let's be honest, I don't want to be who I am right now forever. I don't want to be where I am right now forever. Change is good. Yeah, I really just said that.

And since I'm in this mood, I think now is a good time to pack.